Struggling to be Mothers: 3 month update (very late)

Ok so I started to write this post a long time ago as you will see and never got to finish it so I think I should just post it and then work on a new one that hopefully will get posted sooner then this one. I am so sorry!!

It's really hard to find time to update this. I would love to more often but I also love sleep lol Anyways we are doing good. Lately we've had a cranky teething baby, but can't help that. Also Rayden has been fighting sleep in the afternoon. We know he wants to and needs to sleep, but he just fights it.

We are still breastfeeding no formula at all. It keeps getting easier and now I do not pump much at all. I used to pump and bottle feed most of the time because that was quicker and easier. He wanted to be at the boob all the time so I could never get anything done. If I pumped G could feed and I could get some other stuff done. Now it's the opposite. It's faster to feed him then it is to pump. Now I really only pump at work. And I don't pump nearly as much because I already have a freezer full of milk not being used why keep freezing more. So I basically only pump what I need. I really hope that Rayden never has to have formula and I can breast feed till be no longer would need formula.

His 2 month doctor visit and shots did not go well. We both left crying. His pediatrician told us at his last appt and this appt that he would only need 2 shots because they have the combined shot. So that is what we were prepared for. Well the nurse walked in with 5 shots. I was NOT happy and refused some. The shots he did get hurt him a lot and he screamed for a long time and I cried right with him. The doctor tried to come back in and apologize after the nurse told her what happen but it was too late. Rayden was screaming and I was crying and I have no idea what she was even saying. This appt was November 6th and he was 10 weeks old. I didn't go back to get the rest of his shots till December 18th when he was 16 weeks old because it took me that long to cool down and be ready to do more shots. At that appt the doctor made sure to talk to me about all the shots and told me they had just got the combined shot in for his 4 month shots and she was putting one aside for him and she would make sure she knew how many shots before telling me anything next time. Thank you she def should!! I felt so lied to and hurt by that.

So at 10 weeks he weighed 14lbs and 23.5 inches
and at 16 weeks he weighed 16lbs they didnt measure him

His next appt will be January 15th and he will be 20 weeks.

Here are some pics of our guy....